My dirty confession.

This is my dirty confession.


which doesn't make readers feel dirty at all. :/


I hate business studies. I've been in business class since 2006 - present. 2006 - 2008  ( Diploma ) 2010 - 2011 ( Degree ). Belajar benda yang sama, tapi kali tok... enviroment yang lebih tough & course structure yang lebih susah. A bit challenging. Kidding. 100% challenging. Dah maok habis study, maseh rasa sik fit in. entah lah. kawan ada. lecturer okay. mak cik kat cafe pun okay. even librarian pun okay. semua nya okay. mungkin rasa sik seronok study sia. :( tapi, kita pergi sekolah, bukan mok bermain. mok belajar. haha. still, rasa sik seronok. i don't even participate any event, oh well who's to blame? sendiri.


Kadang kadang nak, rasa maok tersalah masok Uni. Before, I aim for RMIT, Melbourne. tapi rasa malas mok fikir panjang sebab sik mok keluar kuching. Then, bila masok INTI, rasa maok final year kat Uni sendiri, di UK. tapi bila fikir agik... sekda student lain mok pergi final year sinun, sik jadi & yet, semester fees & hostel sangat lah mahal yo! fikir balit. sik worth juak, sebab semester start in August 2011, habis next year... ambik masa. but honestly, rasa maok ya tinggi tapi entah, it's too expensive. pake final year ajak bah. worth sik? :O for me, sik worth. jadi, final year sitok. kawan ada, and yet, Dayang Khaty love ceremony sik lamak gik. she's count me in! I'm excited. hahaha. 


Lamak kat INTI nak, sekda rasa apa apa. I don't feel like I'm a part of it. entah. hahaha. classmate okay. study pun okay. mungkin sebab I'm the only one Malay in my class. rasa macam terpinggir in a good way. OKAY? even one of my lecturer told me "Nur, you're special. stay strong" is that a compliment or a challenge? hahaha... whatever it is, Insyallah sampei habis.


anyway, I hate business study because I want to bake & sale cake, cupcake, brownies, pastry, gift, cards, home deco etc etc..  I told my parents about what I "want". entah. No positive respond pun. hahaha. rasa rasa nya lah. My mum okay, but Bapak... he's not into my idea of baking stuff. :( A bit frustrating lah kan? maybe kelak kelak. who knows?

7 month left for final year to end. gonna end my business study & work my ass off. I'm gonna miss everything. my pestel, my porter's, my P's, my swot, my marketing, my finance and more. Wish me luck for blissful 7 month. haha. kakya, sik perlu fikir lagik hal assignment. yes, i'm gonna miss everything, but it's okay. nyeh! gonna be worth it! 

:) by handlewithlove featuring gold rings

I know I can do this.


XOXO


p/s : there no p/s for tonight.