Owno!

I'm not a perfect, romantic, clingy, lovey dovey & sayang-sayang-hari-hari girlfriend, but yes, I do care & love my boyfriend. cuma, bukan jenis yang show atau express feelings ya e-v-e-r-y-d-a-y. lebih senang simpan & mun ada hari perlu show, then show. ada hari rasa, biasa, then biasa jak lah. ( i know, for some people, sidak prefer to kiss & tell. but i don't. lain orang lain, :) ) I'm fluffy as bunny. :P 

So, I've been busy last weekend. senang cerita, bulan tok memang busy. banyak benda mok catch up & perlu di siapkan. Sekda masa mok keluar dengan nya, sekda masa mok jumpa, sekda masa mok singgah mok nangga muka ajak, sekda masa mok pergi dinner lunch breakfast sama sama. sekda masa.  mula mula rasa okay & sik terfikir yang nya mungkin ambik hati atau rasa neglect. kadang kadang, adalah nya padah "busy. hari hari busy" tapi, ambik ya macam kata kata biasa ajak.

Then one day, he told me "kitak sekda masa langsong dengan kamek" tiba tiba rasa to the heart, macam "aok.. kamek memang sekda masa langsong pake kitak, sorry"..but I didn't tell him  instead, coba carik masa lamak lamak on the phone, coba carik date pake keluar, but then.. maseh juak busy.. just keep it to myself, lagikpun.. kamekduak hari hari call, sms, call, sms. tiba tiba rasa, I missed out something, for almost 2 weeks, sik jumpa nya. diam sama di kuching, tapi sekda jumpa nya langsong. EVER! for 2 weeks.  first, it's not a big deal, 2 minggu jak pun. 2nd, TET! it is a big deal. now. NOW? 

 No 1. I don't kiss & tell. No 2. I have a big Ego as a result, No 3.. I miss him dearly. 

"sayang banyak dunia"

XOXO

p/s :  Can someone teach me how to update blogger via Blackberry? :)