perlu polah semua kerja sendiri. laundry, masak, kemas rumah, bangun awal, siram bunga, etc etc etc. boleh lah fun. boleh nangga tv sorang dirik. sik orang kaco tukar channel :D boleh keluar bila bila. pulang sik boleh bila bila lah. takut. home alone is fun. but 4 days? too much.
haha. boleh polah macam macam, tapi rasa macam dah besar. rasa malas lah. family pergi Miri. jalan jalan :O. ingin pergi, tapi assignment, tetap dihati. due date on 24th May!!!!!!! Ya Allah.
I had a nice Laksa brunch with boyfriend & a lovely deeper conversation with him at the beach. I had fun. We had fun. What more could I ask for? a nice quality time. Since aku terlalu busy :(
I want no gift or fancy present. I just want quality time with him. no smooch. no dramatic love scene. just a nice warm hug & a deep-meaningful conversation and everything is under control.
I'm not a perfect, romantic, clingy, lovey dovey & sayang-sayang-hari-hari girlfriend, but yes, I do care & love my boyfriend. cuma, bukan jenis yang show atau express feelings ya e-v-e-r-y-d-a-y. lebih senang simpan & mun ada hari perlu show, then show. ada hari rasa, biasa, then biasa jak lah. ( i know, for some people, sidak prefer to kiss & tell. but i don't. lain orang lain, :) ) I'm fluffy as bunny. :P
So, I've been busy last weekend. senang cerita, bulan tok memang busy. banyak benda mok catch up & perlu di siapkan. Sekda masa mok keluar dengan nya, sekda masa mok jumpa, sekda masa mok singgah mok nangga muka ajak, sekda masa mok pergi dinner lunch breakfast sama sama. sekda masa. mula mula rasa okay & sik terfikir yang nya mungkin ambik hati atau rasa neglect. kadang kadang, adalah nya padah "busy. hari hari busy" tapi, ambik ya macam kata kata biasa ajak.
Then one day, he told me "kitak sekda masa langsong dengan kamek" tiba tiba rasa to the heart, macam "aok.. kamek memang sekda masa langsong pake kitak, sorry"..but I didn't tell him instead, coba carik masa lamak lamak on the phone, coba carik date pake keluar, but then.. maseh juak busy.. just keep it to myself, lagikpun.. kamekduak hari hari call, sms, call, sms. tiba tiba rasa, I missed out something, for almost 2 weeks, sik jumpa nya. diam sama di kuching, tapi sekda jumpa nya langsong. EVER! for 2 weeks. first, it's not a big deal, 2 minggu jak pun. 2nd, TET! it is a big deal. now. NOW?
No 1. I don't kiss & tell. No 2. I have a big Ego as a result, No 3.. I miss him dearly.
"sayang banyak dunia"
XOXO
p/s : Can someone teach me how to update blogger via Blackberry? :)
I'm on my way to business land whereby I spend a few hours staring at my business article and do nothing about it. kidding, my market growth report on our very own famous car manufacturer belom habis habis! D:
susah hati, tapi senang hati ( sedikit. ) April dah mok masok hujong bulan. waa. mati mati.
so, how's everything?
XOXO
p/s : being too MANJAK & SUKA MINTAK PERHATIAN.. irritates me. sorry.
I hate business studies. I've been in business class since 2006 - present. 2006 - 2008 ( Diploma ) 2010 - 2011 ( Degree ). Belajar benda yang sama, tapi kali tok... enviroment yang lebih tough & course structure yang lebih susah. A bit challenging. Kidding. 100% challenging. Dah maok habis study, maseh rasa sik fit in. entah lah. kawan ada. lecturer okay. mak cik kat cafe pun okay. even librarian pun okay. semua nya okay. mungkin rasa sik seronok study sia. :( tapi, kita pergi sekolah, bukan mok bermain. mok belajar. haha. still, rasa sik seronok. i don't even participate any event, oh well who's to blame? sendiri.
Kadang kadang nak, rasa maok tersalah masok Uni. Before, I aim for RMIT, Melbourne. tapi rasa malas mok fikir panjang sebab sik mok keluar kuching. Then, bila masok INTI, rasa maok final year kat Uni sendiri, di UK. tapi bila fikir agik... sekda student lain mok pergi final year sinun, sik jadi & yet, semester fees & hostel sangat lah mahal yo! fikir balit. sik worth juak, sebab semester start in August 2011, habis next year... ambik masa. but honestly, rasa maok ya tinggi tapi entah, it's too expensive. pake final year ajak bah. worth sik? :O for me, sik worth. jadi, final year sitok. kawan ada, and yet, Dayang Khaty love ceremony sik lamak gik. she's count me in! I'm excited. hahaha.
Lamak kat INTI nak, sekda rasa apa apa. I don't feel like I'm a part of it. entah. hahaha. classmate okay. study pun okay. mungkin sebab I'm the only one Malay in my class. rasa macam terpinggir in a good way. OKAY? even one of my lecturer told me "Nur, you're special. stay strong" is that a compliment or a challenge? hahaha... whatever it is, Insyallah sampei habis.
anyway, I hate business study because I want to bake & sale cake, cupcake, brownies, pastry, gift, cards, home deco etc etc.. I told my parents about what I "want". entah. No positive respond pun. hahaha. rasa rasa nya lah. My mum okay, but Bapak... he's not into my idea of baking stuff. :( A bit frustrating lah kan? maybe kelak kelak. who knows?
7 month left for final year to end. gonna end my business study & work my ass off. I'm gonna miss everything. my pestel, my porter's, my P's, my swot, my marketing, my finance and more. Wish me luck for blissful 7 month. haha. kakya, sik perlu fikir lagik hal assignment. yes, i'm gonna miss everything, but it's okay. nyeh! gonna be worth it!
CSC ada 2 igek group project & individual tinggal. belom keluar soalan.
So far, ada peningkatan. heh heh heh. at least :) maok siapkan sigek sigek then boleh rilek awal sebab semester tok kamekorang sekda final exam! hoho hehe haha yeay yeay! looking forward for a nice semester break.
"I gained laike fuck. I need to reduce like 10kg. Haha kidding. mun dah hilang 10kg ya, sik kenal orang dengan aku lagik, rupa kedak mayat dah kali. anyway, i need to reducre 5kg? at least? Last night, I went out for Dinner with boyfriend. Sik tauk mok pake baju apa. ( ehem, ) Bukak lah apa apa yang patut dalam almari, so I saw this-entah-apa-apa-leapard-print-shirt jadi coba lah, duhal tek sendat. oo em gee. take me back to 50-53kg please :( I'm begging you. anyway, i just had a nice breakfast at mcD. ttyl" - confession of a fat girl.
We, lost our beloved Celcom broadband last few days, macam orang hilang nyawa bila misplace broadband. No proper internet connection, killing me softly. Jadi sekarang boleh facebook, twitter, tumblr, blogging, & ....sambong polah research :/
Sik lamak gik mok election, I'm not interested & nama pun sik keluar sebagai pengundi. :/ what-a-system we have in Malaysia. Last year dah register, belom juak keluar nama. oh well, sik perlu juak mengundi. sik kenal pun orang nak di undi, ( in case nama keluar di area Samariang ). gine mok undi gia oo?
Bendera BN & PKR banyak. happening lah juak. masing masing keluarkan tenaga pake rakyat support sidak. A good thing, rakyat ada pilihan masing masing. Ada pembangkang sik semestinya jaik & negative.
from my point of view, there's a good thing about pembangkang.. ada orang sedar kelemahan dengan system government, at least orang nampak there's something wrong with this & that. jadi, sekurang kurang nya, ada pihak ya speak up for good. memang lah nampak negative sebab nya against goverment, but then.. mun orang sik sedar kesalahan atau kelemahan kita, siapa gik mok tegor? sama dirik? depends... and yet, imagine yang kita berjalan in one line. sekda orang berani mok speak up something atau tegor apa apa yang salah? boleh hidup macam ya forever?
get what I mean? no? okay.
still, I'm on for Barisan Nasional.
WTH. Layan politics eh. :O Anyway, godspeed Barisan Nasional. :D
I want you so bad till it hurt. I don't need DSLR. I don't need digital camera. So please, datang lah benda lebih cepat dan mudah.
Love.
I need a Polaroid before June, oh please! maok gilak. boleh pake Love Ceremony Dayang Khaty kelak.... I want it so bad, tapi maseh belom dapat dolok time tok. Entah bila boleh dapat. Haha. Harap secepat yang mungkin.
Ada jumpa hari ya, last month. harga nya RM 288/-. Ada juak padah dengan parents, hehehehehehe tapi rasa malas lah mok mintak. :P just padah ajak. mun dapat, Alhamdulilah. mun sik dapat, usaha sendirik. kan? :)
10 reason why I want / need a Polaroid & parents should buy me one ( just in case )
1. I want it so bad.
2. I don't need DSLR.
3. Instant kan senang?
4. Sik mahal macam DSLR.
5. Rasa dalam movie. ambik gambar terus develop. :P
6. Boleh ambik gambar Close friends, Family & DeareastAmel. ( Haha since semua orang curious dengan nya :P )
7. Sik banyak orang ada Polaroid.
8. Senang mok pergi vacation end of month kelak. Amin.
it's easy. colorful & sik heavy gilak mok tangga. semua social networking kat sigek tempat. jadi, sik perlu berlink banyak banyak. and most important.. sik complicated :D
disadvantages :
slow. kita dah update banyak kali. nya maybe keluarkan yang lamak pun post. its okay. takes time. haha. just slow. not a problem to me, maybe bagi orang lain?
anyway, happy reading. don't abuse my stuff. #justsaying
I just received a white red packet from Uni this morning. :D
Nur Qhairuniza Binti Kushairi
BBDUH
Bukan Angpau, bukan Result, bukan Bonus, bukan cuti, bukan school holiday trip to Euro... Haha. Just a nice notice from Uni to inform us about paying fees via MAYBANK.
by Transfer Via ATM Machine
by Cheque Deposited over the counter or at drop box at Maybank branch
by Cash Deposited over the counter at Maybank branch
For Student with Maybank Account, Congrats!! hidup ini mungkin lebih bermakna.
For student with no Maybank Account, don't bother.
Jadi sekarang, sekda alasan lagik mun lambat bayar semester fees. I wonder why there's no RHB or Maybank ATM in campus. ada CIMB jak.
Bagi yang selalu lambat bayar fees... keep this in mind. Lambat 1 hari minggu pertama, denda RM300.00 been there, done that. Sayang nya bayar RM300.00. kan?
Jadi, bayar on time.
XOXO
p/s Beruntung bagi student under Mara Loan & PTPTN.
It's April. Yes, It is. obviously.. Last week, I had a normal birthday ritual. Biasa biasa ajak. Just a nice birthday greeting from my family, friends and dearest Amel.
and I officially 23 years old.
Belom ada birthday dinner sebab Bapak busy dengan event maok election. it's kinda irritating menunggu birthday dinner D: and birthday gift juak. but somehow.. I'm not looking forward for any birthday gift. Entah.
Assignment tinggal 1 month+ mok siapkan semua individual final year project. for this semester, mesti siapkan 1 Business plan, 4 individual assignment ( Semester A ) & 4 project entah apa apa for CSC class.
Sekarang tengah juggle mingle and playing around with my time gine mok atorkan semua kerja. its complicated, especially when you are too busy with other people demanding issues, house chores, relationship & more. anyway,
here some schedule for assignment.
Human Resourse Management / Training and Development : Start NOW ( duration : 1 week )
Strategic Management / Strategic Relationship : Start bila HRM siap.
Business Awarenesss / Produa Bezza Final year Project : Start sikit sikit. Hehehe
+ Group & 2 individual part. :/
CSC / 4 assignment to go : NO DATA.
semua due in end of May, but since I wanna go for family vacation end of this April ( ? ) mesti siapkan before May 2011. So.....bye.
